God is a concept by which we measure our pain~ John Lennon
The way I see things in life with my eyes, is a swimming pool of darkness (and I cant swim).So I picture it as a challenge that I have to swim through, but it also brings pain and suffering into my body.Today I tried to swim through the pool of darkness. It was a nice swim but i still had to cross some blocks in my way but I got through it though...until...I finally lost my consentration and failed to keep going.But it wasent my falt though it was other people who has forced me to drown but still I blame myself for letting them drown me. if I continue to keep this up then i wont be able to ever come back from the darkness. also I will loose all of my comrads from back in the day.They have already swam through freely and im the only one whose still at the starting end. Im not going to be held back with this low of confidence any more. Imma come back fearless like a brick wall. no one is going to take me down. pain doesent affect me anymore its just second nature to me now.I have became painless. thats a life of an immortal. oh yeah look at the video of confidence
