Monday, April 30, 2012

slow drained

 I have noticed the more I seal my confidence deep inside me, the more harder it is to get it back out of its cage. Even if I force the confidence outta me, the me that is use to this depression doesent want to take it out ( how sad ). but sometimes I fought through the depression and took a peice of my confidence  and self esteem out. but just in a day or two i just get trap all over again.The only way that imma win this fight is to convice my depression side to notice that its not depressed no more. Even in humor I always find a reason to be depressed. If it wasent for the bull that I had to put up with. . .

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